Tuesday, February 1, 2011

SOME THOUGHTS TO BEGIN THE MONTH

As the world becomes more polarized and we at times seem to be just running in circles trying to get anywhere, it would be to our advantage to try an overcome polatity//extremely difficult to do this due to the complexities of even the semantics is so often dichotomous itself.....
Yesterday I was asked about the Venus Project, and immediately saw a conflict///THIS DOES NOT MAKE IT LESS POSITIVE//it just goes to show how difficult it is to recognise CENTER OF SELF without looking at all the surrounding parts that allow the definition of Center Itself.....
SO YOU SEE THAT SEEKING SELF IS IN A LARGE PART DENYING SELF//major conflict here and that is why a lot of the true hermetic exercises require the sensory development to allow understanding beyond language...UNFORTUNATELY, THIS IS NOT SOMETHING YOU MAY PURCHASE IN A BOOK OR DVD, OR FOR THAT MATTER AT A SEMINAR///IT IS AN AWARENESS YOU MUST SURRENDER TO WITHIN THE SELF THAT YOU SO DESPERATELY SEEK//so excuse my rhetoric it will not come out in the written word and that is why we always use a one on one to achieve understanding /// and even them only succeed every now and then.

PERSONALLY I AM GOING THROUGH THIS SAME ISSUE WITH MY JEWELERY//PHILOSOPHICALLY I CANNOT SET A FEE FOR MY READINGS AND CONSULTATIONS//SOMEHOW ALONG WITH HELP FROM OTHERS I CONVINCED MYSELF THAT DUE TO THE COST OF THE STONES AND PRECIOUS METALS IN THE JEWELERY IT WOULD BE ACCEPTABLE TO CHARGE SET FEES FOR THAT SERVICE, and I am running into severe personal conflict trying to maintain that justification....

YOU SEE THE PROBLEM///HOW DO YOU WALK THE TALK IF YOU BECOME TO WEAK TO WALK?????
HOW TO PROFESS EQUALITY WHILE SURROUNDED BY PAIN AND POVERTY
CAN WE FIND THE CORE OF SELF WHILE SATISFYING THOSE LITTLE MEANINGLESS DESIRES THAT ARE SO INTERWOVEN IN OUR EXISTENCE [i.e. my hair/nails/clothing, and of course wash the car mop the floor, pay the bills, and all the other things that are NECESSARY to maintain the external self!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THINK GREEN [oops is that another one]
BLESSED BE
COUGINA

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