Saturday, March 5, 2011

VISION QUEST


PLEASE NOTE THAT NO CAMERAS WERE ALONG ON THE QUEST AND THAT ANY PICS I ENCLOSE ARE JUST REPRESENTATIVE OF THE EXPIERENCE///////
ALSO IN THIS THE FIRST OF MANY I MUST CAUTION YOU THAT THE INGESTION OF PEYOTE IS NOT CONDONED BY ME FOR ANY REASON WITHOUT THE TYPE OF SUPERVISION I HAD ON THIS QUEST AND THAT ALL THE EXPIERENCE WAS WHILE UNDER THE EFFECTS OF THIS ALKALOID AND WHILE THEY WERE VERY REAL FOR MYSELF AND SHARED AMONG THE 8 OF US ON THE JOURNEY I DO NOT ADVISE ANYONE TO TRY AND RECREATE THIS WONDERFUL WEEK OF TRANSFORMATION IN MY LIFE...

THE BEGINING
I was picked up by one of the apprentice shamans in Phoenix in the early morning hours around 7 am//and driven north for three hrs or so [I will not give physical locations] on arrival I entered the sweat lodge//a rather large affair soon to have 10 of us inside 9 men and 1 woman..The makeup of the group included Hopi, Zuni,Mayan,Navajo, Taoist,Sufi,Gypsy and an African sort of Witch Doctor is my best explanation//basically the best representation of indigenous peoples they could muster for the exercise.

During the sweat that basically lasted for the entire night we became familar with each other and began the ingestion of the tea//at first due to the differences in language it was very confusing for me and I dealth with interperting auras only to understand as much as possible and went thru all the expected responses to the tea but I must say that I did not throw up although I constantly felt like it for the entire 7 days///the benefit of the fast I guess.

wELL SOMEHOW i JUST LOST SEVERAL PARAGRAPHS///so I will continue later.....
THINK GREEN
BLESSED BE
COUGINA

Monday, February 28, 2011

WELL I MANAGED O DO IT

I WANT TO THANK ALAN FOR COVERING FOR ME//AND I PROMISE TO BORE YOU TO DEATH IN THE NEAR FUTURE WITH THE BEST DESCRIPTIONS POSSIBLE OF THE MOST WONDERFUL AND TRANSFORMING EXPIERENCE OF MY LIFE///
FIRST OF ALL I AM USING SOMEONE ELSES COMPUTER SO I WILL KEEP THIS ONE SORT OF SHORT..
SEVEN DAYS//FIRST FIVE WALKING 15 MILES A DY IN THE HIGH DESERT FROM SITE TO SITE/ NOTHING TO DRINK EXCEPT PEYOTE TEA, SO TRY TO IMAGINE HOW MY ACCURACY MAY BE A BIT OFF, THEN 2 DAYS OF DANCING STILL ONLY PEYOTE TEA//NOW DO NOT MISINTERPERT ME WE DID GET ONE BLUE CORN TORTILLA A DAY TO SUSTAIN US..
EXCUSE MY SPELLING OF COURSE.....
WHAT A WONDERFUL EXPIERENCE, I HAVE FINALLY REACHED CLOSE TO NORMAL CONSCIOUSNESS AFTER FIVE DAYS BUT I AM IN HOUSTON WITHOUT HAVING STOPPED IN SCOTTSDALE TO GET MY STUFF//NOW HOW THE HELL DID THAT HAPPEN?//ACTUALLY ONE OF THE OTHER PARTICIPANTS HAD HER SON TAKE ME TO THE BUS AND SOMEHOW OUR COMMUNICATION WAS LACKING IN QUALITY DUE TO MY STATE OF MIND ND I STARTED TO GET IT TOGETHER ABOUT HALFWAY ACROSS TEXAS AND ENDED UP JUST INVADING TERRI'S SPACE//
TOMORROW TOM IS DRIVING ME BACK TO ARIZONA AND I WILL VISIT LUIS AND SOME CACTUS AND INTERGRATE ALL MY EXPIERENCES//
NOT POSSIBLE IN THE CITY I ASSURE YOU//
A VERY POSITIVE EXPIERENCE OVER ALL WITH TONS OF STUFF ON 2012 AND I WILL SHARE IT ALL OVER THE NEXT FEW WEEKS WHILE I COLATE AND INTERGRATE//
NO PICTURE BUT GREAT STORIES COMING///
I WISH I COULD SEND THE IMAGES THAT WERE SHARED BY ALL 9 PARTICIPANTS..
I LOVE YOU ALL AND HOPE THAT YOU WILL TAKE THE TIME TO READ THE UPCOMING POSTS, I CAN ASSURE YOU THEY WILL BE FACINATING....I WILL BE IN SCOTTSDALE SOON AND WOULD HOPE FOR YOUR SUPPORT AS I DO MY THING THERE AS SOON AS I FINNISH INTERGRATING//
WILL HAVE MY OWN COMPUTER AND BE EASIER TO POST IN A FEW DAYS, SO BE PATIENT AND
THINK GREEN//BOY DO I MEAN THAT NOW
BLESSED BE
COUGINA